Yes. I hear you. I have a very deep gut feeling that I will be walking away with nothing after a 2 year fight. As I consider the best offer he has given me, I had no home, 4 children, and 5K in my pocket. I have 3 part time jobs and Covid still isn't letting me work that much. Yeah, that was the best deal.

I am fighting for myself and my kids, but even then, I don't think it will yield much. I must continue to hope, however.

We are worth so much more than we will ever see. Do I regret no taking his "best" deal? No. Because I have learned who he truly is in the meantime and we all needed to see that. My gut had told me for years and years, but I needed this kind of slap in the face to believe it.

Good luck to you. These times will pass someday and we will not have to write about them anymore. And won't that be wonderful!?