Thomas, thank you. I needed those words today. Sometimes to hear my experience, normalized, is important. It is just part of the journey. A painfully beautiful, confusing, and grief-filled part. And it’s not over till it’s over. It’s taking a long time to find my footing and sometimes it feels as I never will. I want nothing more and nothing less than all of the good things I am capable of creating for myself. The moments of paralyzation make more sense to me as I write. Today, I will do my Hebrew homework, get my Christmas tree with my loves, eat far too much chocolate, pray, and walk a little alone in the cold. Much love to you, dear man.