Thanks. It was a really pivotal moment for me. I figured there are many who have had similar experiences and might not have the words for it. This has really shaped me into the person I have become. I went back to school, studied theology and Environmental Science, and am now in grad school. It has been an incredibly difficult journey, but so worth it. I'm not sure I'd wish much of it on my worst enemy, but I have certainly been changed by it. I appreciate your response! Have you read Rupert Sheldrake's boy's newish book on the mycorrhizal network? You'd love it. Rupert's amazing too....different blog there:)