Thanks. I hope to regain my health someday. I'm trying to let go of stressors and rest as much as I can. However, there are endless stressors and sadnesses. I hear you. I hate considering it a punishment. Being alone after being with NOT the right person should feel like freedom, right? But we just want to be loved. That's what we've always wanted. And I think your generation of men is likely untrainable. Mine might be a little better. And my daughters is absolutely. Still takes time and effort, but to at least two of them, it's worth it. My third....I don't think she wants to train a man.