Thank you, Thomas, as always, for your words. I appreciate that you trust that my words come from a place of authenticity and not delusion...as you might tend to. (and it's understandable!)

Your ex has her road ahead of her. I cannot imagine the struggle she has with herself on the daily...the lack of cognizance and understanding. The world must be so confusing for people with Cluster B mental illness. I feel for them, even though they have harmed me greatly.

We all do get to live out the consequences of our choices. I think, when its the consequences of OTHER'S choices...that's when life is messy and injustice rules. I've got lifelong debt for my 19-year old choice. It's amazing and I'm not sure I'll ever understand it.

But, I'll work until I die, I do know that. So, finding a way to make working 2 jobs sustainable is where I find myself. Pray that I'll find a way, my friend.

Blessings to you and your heart!