Sis,

I totally hear you. I love your rawness and honesty about the messiness of childbearing. The grief we bear alone is incomparable to anything else, isn't it? I am glad you have figured things out with your husband. I couldn't do that. After being left over and over...never prioritized, I just couldn't. I, as well, am happy to have a grandpuppy and new daughter that I didn't have to birth. Our bodies tell us so much and we have the hardest time listening, don't we? I have no regrets about my kiddos, but am thrilled that part of my life is forever over. xoxo