Samuel, life is shifting slowly. I am seeing my patterns, the things that draw me in easily, the things that are comfortable, but not safe, nor healthy for me. Okay..I think I've seen them for a while. But now, I am feeling them. I've experienced such loss these past years that I can't move through the world without acknowledging it and the loss I see in others' lives. Life is truly beautiful. But it's hard as hell. I'm grateful for all of the good moments that give me hope. But I'm also grateful for all of the hard moments that have things to teach me. Thank you for your love and support.