OMG! I LOVE THIS! Thank you for writing this. This was my life as well. Clumsy, awkward, like I never quite figured out how to use this body of mine. English was the BEST thing about HS, honestly. And Music. I can play a mean violin concerto...lol. So my brain can do really hard things, but if you add a ball to the mix, I am totally screwed. Archery! I could do that, too. Funny. I feel like I have a best friend/sister who gets me now. Love!