Oh, I have so many words! But, you said all of them so well, I’ll stop with this. The feeling of wanting to be seen and wanting to be invisible at the same time is so real to me. So real!! I feel 90%like being invisible is what I want. But 10% like I am being forced to be seen…I need to figure out how to support myself now that I have 30 years of debt and no financial stability. Divorce really did a number on my life. I don’t want to go out there and be with people all of the time trying to scrape together a living. Nothing really says that sounds like a good idea. Taking up space sounds exhausting and like altogether too much responsibility. I’m safer being invisible.