Maybe once I'm done with school and I have time to invest in the farm again. Maybe then it will be right. I also have children who don't want to go back. So....maybe I sell it and find some other property similar? Maybe things will be possible in the future. Not right now. I've got 1 more year. Done in December. Then working the rest of my life due to all of the debt, no retirement..nothing for the 28 years.
But all that is okay. I'll figure it out. Grace will be present, like you say. It is now as well. It's just hard. I'm trying to accept it wherever it appears.
Enjoy the sunshine despite the cold!