Jenn, I’m with you. My ex was always broke before we got married and just couldn’t keep a job for more than a couple of years. Just so unstable. But the whole wedding thing. I get it. I didn’t have that eithe. Nor did I get a honeymoon. The other day, my boyfriend mentioned in a story, about one of his honeymoons. He’s been married a few times. I never got one. Neither of us want to get married again. But how to leave it to rest? It’s hard. I hear ya. I want to be celebrated. I feel like I deserve that. And that was nothing like what I got. I feel ya. Keep on keepin on, sis!