I hear you completely. But the time I left I was thoroughly depleted. Still am. I’m trying to recover but my body has its own ideas. Little by little…

Took me 25 years to see the truth behind the gaslighting and manipulation. I was a doormat…always wanting his happiness. I don’t need much to be happy. Don’t demand…just wanted hi. To be happy. Simple, right? But he was always miserable. And it was always my fault somehow. Live and learn…and now rest. Best to you, sister.